curse you, sofie

[unamaga]

UST is possibly the best thing ever. Don't get me wrong, I love RESOLVING - oh do I love resolving - but the part where the main characters are still sort of dancing around each other, teasing and flirting and pushing just that little bit more, then backing off all over again? Afjawofjwa;fijawGJwafij Jesus. That gets me like pretty much nothing else. Where is the flirting epic, dudes, where? I would write it, except I can't. I've tried. SOMEONE! IN MY HOUR OF NEED!

Speaking of, what's your favorite thing to read in a story? Are you a sucker for crack? 'Sam falls first' fic? One of them as a jerk? What?

Comments

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

Rawwrr, baby. *molests*

I think it partially has to do with Dean's reaction to it, too, right? Because there is NO WAY Dean can hold out for long against something like that from Sam, and that sort of half-hearted struggle to keep himself in check makes EVERYTHING HOTTER. Ok, maybe I'm into UST territory again. Um.

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

YES YES! That is it. Because Dean WANTS it but is all struggling internally because it's his SAMMY and mmmm... I loves it precious.

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

And the entire time, Sam's just relentless and pushing at all of Dean's boundaries until Dean just breaks and gives in. *flails*

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

Yes and then they have the sweaty, bitey, ROUGH buttsex. NGH!

*bites knuckles*

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

AND AND during the sweaty, bitey, ROUGH buttsex? Sam's all memorizing every single thing that gets Dean off for future reference. Because he wants to learn how to make Dean scream.

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

YES. And Sam loves to LEARN. And and and he has a memory like an elephant so he spends HOURS learning Dean and Dean's body and what he likes and what he doesn't.

So the next time they fuck? He has to practically peel Dean off of the ceiling.

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

GOD YES! And he gets off on the idea of spoiling Dean for anyone else - knowing that Dean will never be able to get it as good as he can give it.

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

YES. Because he realizes that it's him and Dean against the world and NO ONE knows him like Dean and no one will ever love him the way Dean does and now I'm getting REALLY schmoopy but he wants to make sure Dean never leaves him.

Hi. I'm a schmoop whore, can you tell?

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

*flaps quietly* I love that! I love that because finally Sam's getting a taste of how Dean feels all the time - that desperation and need - and the fact that he tries to use sex to keep Dean around? That's...not only hot, that's gorgeously messed up. God, BOYS.

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

YES. Which they ARE and like, they can't ever be FIXED or have a normal life but they can have each other, ya know? And have a small slice of... contentment at least, in each other.

MMmmm, also I love in fics when Sam is fucking Dean and like starts murmuring how he won't leave him, he'll always be there for Dean, etc and Dean will maybe turn his head or close his eyes, like the words are hurting him because EVERYONE always leaves him and then and then (hello run-on sentence) Sam bends down and kisses him until Dean can practically taste the truth of Sam's words.

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

FAegojawefjAWgj! Yes!

And Dean's a really physical person - actions speak louder than words for him, always have, we can see that in everything he does. So Sam gets fed up with hitting a brick wall every time he tries to talk to Dean about anything remotely related to what they do every night, and decides to learn how to speak Dean's language.

He tests it out a few times: throwing a punch when he wouldn't have otherwise, letting Dean block it so Dean knows; framing Dean's face between his hands when they're fucking so Dean can't look away from Sam's face, can't ignore the fact that Sam's right there.

And, slowly, Dean starts to catch on. He touches back more than he used to, little brushes of his fingers against the small of Sam's back when they're picking up sodas on the road, his arm hooked around Sam's neck when they kiss to keep him close.

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

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Yes! OMG YES!

Until finally one night, they're fucking, in some no-name town, in one of what could be a thousand hotels and Sam is balls-deep inside of Dean, sweat slick skin pressed tightly together. And he whispers brokenly that he won't leave, will never leave Dean, that Dean's all he has and Dean just wraps his arms and legs tighter around Sam and whispers softly 'I know, Sammy. I know.'

And Sam just loses it.

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

*FLAILS* I...that's too freaking perfect for words. I might be sort of crying again. Damnit.

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

HEE.

*pets your hair*

Good cry right? I no want bad crying from joo dear heart.

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

A FABULOUS KIND OF CRY. Boys! Why aren't you writing this, honey? WAI.

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

Um. I honestly don't know? Because my Wincest always turns out... not that good? And my big bang is eating my brain?

*runs from the plot bunny*

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

Nuuuu, but someone has to write it now! *prods you with a carrot*

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

I KNOW.

I already have a TITLE for it too!

*sigh*

I think I'm going to have to.

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

I. LOVE. YOU. *kisses you everywhere*!!!

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

*grumbles*

:P

Oh who am I kidding? I am excited!

Now. I know how the story ENDS but but... where do I START?

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

An argument? Dean being a complete jackass and Sam getting so frustrated he can't even speak? *tries to be helpful*

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

So Dean's being an ass about.. god anything really and I picture Sam running his hands through his hair and then... maybe... Shoving Dean on the bed?

Something like that?

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

I APPROVE! *stamps* *with a cock*

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

KK.

This is my project for tomorrow then.

Can I flail at you in, like, e-mail or something if need be?

[unamaga.livejournal.com]

I would be honored! *bows* mackenziephifer@msn.com :D

[kashmir1.livejournal.com]

YAY!

I will definitely be flailing in your general direction sometime tomorrow.

[peccare.livejournal.com]

and because srsly, dean flirts with sammy! and then when sammy's not all "whatever" and instead is all "I AM SEX" dean is all "crap crap cover blown... mmmm... blown... no wait! crap!"