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i'd swim across lake michigan
I had a pretty crappy day, y'know? Leaving Debbie in a permanent way, moving out of my dorm - realizing I'd never walk in that door again, laughing over my shoulder at something Debbie'd said, keys in my hand - it hit hard. I'm gonna miss everything about dorm life in a huge way, especially waking up every morning to the sound of my favorite person in the world tripping over the peanut butter.
But when I walked into my room at my house today after a four and a half hour trip home from school, I found a few envelopes and packages on my bed from various peoples. I opened the first one, which was from
spazzbot and had unicorns on it and silver pen and she said nice things to me, and I was kind of giddy and flappy-handed. Next, I opened the one from
robin1618, which was addressed to BRAINTWIN and had adorable little stick!figures on the back of Sam and Dean and a cockzombie, I was sort of choked up.
Then I got through Robin's PACKAGE, which had a book in it that she remembered me mentioning I'd never read, and I had some knuckles in my mouth. And after that, because apparently I don't know better, I opened
scarlett_o's cards. Lynne, baby. You - I don't. You can't just spring stuff like that on me, I started crying. Your tiny card was probably the sweetest thing ever, and on top of that the notebooks? Plus the drabble? I didn't think my heart had room, baby, but it must have grown five sizes, or maybe six hundred sizes I can't tell.
You have no idea how much better my day got after that, so all three of you step up for lots of squealing and hugging and so that I may smother you in LOVE. The rest of you? I am feeling in a very LOVING mood, so leave a comment with one thing you like about me and I'll comment back with a whole bunch of things I like about you. And also feel free to float around and comment back at people you know, 'cause the love, babies - it's in the air tonight. *passes out cookies and milk*
But when I walked into my room at my house today after a four and a half hour trip home from school, I found a few envelopes and packages on my bed from various peoples. I opened the first one, which was from
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Then I got through Robin's PACKAGE, which had a book in it that she remembered me mentioning I'd never read, and I had some knuckles in my mouth. And after that, because apparently I don't know better, I opened
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You have no idea how much better my day got after that, so all three of you step up for lots of squealing and hugging and so that I may smother you in LOVE. The rest of you? I am feeling in a very LOVING mood, so leave a comment with one thing you like about me and I'll comment back with a whole bunch of things I like about you. And also feel free to float around and comment back at people you know, 'cause the love, babies - it's in the air tonight. *passes out cookies and milk*
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It'll probably still be a few days before I can really sit at my computer much, but when I can I can't wait to chat again. *hugs you some more, just for fun*
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i love you, hon, because you're always willing to help and you never ever judge when i say something stupid or weird. i feel like i could im you one day, saying "I'M GETTING MARRIED TO THIS BOWLING BALL" and you would just laugh and wish me success. you're a fabulous friend, and getting involved with hell_quarterly was so fun and exciting i almost wish we could do it all over again.
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speaking of awesomesaucity - you have a wicked sense of humor. i swear, at least twice i've read a comment or entry you made and had to cough into a napkin for fear of choking on my own laughter. not to mention, you are cracky and porny and downright fantastic.
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atwith you! Whenever I read your entries and comment, we have a grand ol' time, so why not here, too? You're witty and sometimes too adorable to stand, and I want to smish you almost constantly. I'm so glad you decided to poke one of my entries and friend me that day. ♥, babe.(no subject)
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I've not known you for long, but, shit, getting to know you has been the best thing that's happened to me all year. You welcomed me on your journal with open arms and frequent trips to your bossom. You make me smile, laugh and do naughty, porny things to pictures. You're there when I need a cuddle, a laugh or a just a talk. We squee, CAPSLOCK and moan over Jensen. And I'm quite proud of the fact I've made you come in your panties. Twice. I love you and I get fluttering feeling in my belly when you kiss me goodnight. I'm honored to know you, baby. *kiss*
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downhillfrom there till looky what we get up to at eachothers LJ? ♥no subject
you're fabulous, hon, and also very hot, jesus. your porn makes me feel dirty in all the best ways, and your comment sexin' is the best in town. and even aside from all your naughty wonderfulness, from what i've seen so far you're a genuinely sweet, good person. i would love to get to know you better, my dear - and not even a biblical sense. :>
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So, what do I love about Mel? God, do I even have to say this? I went over this and I am really not one to gush. Okay, so maybe I am, but seriously? I just love you. No particular reason - just everything. You're one of the nicest people I have ever met and I feel sometimes that I just ramble on about things that are utterly pointless, like headdesking for each chem topic I do or problems with friends, but yet you listen like it's your very own life. You always make me laugh and smile when you intend to and even though we only talk online, your excitment and energy is really intoxicating and okay, I sound a little like I'm calling you a great leader or motivator, but really, you change my moods in heartbeats. And not bad mood changes either. Then, there's the whole thing with your porn and your schoomp and the porn, because yeah, porn = good. I feel like I can tell you anything and sometimes I think, "what would she care?" but you always make me change my mind. Also? (and I am seriously going to gush here)
Besides, we have the best runaway story. XD I will drop kick every person in that search party in a sexy, film noir type way.
*draws hearts around you*
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i love listening to you babble and the fact that i rarely have, like, actual advice, but you don't seem to care. i love that i can say the strangest things, and you'll just keep going back and forth with me regardless. i love that you and i made a community dedicated to jensen and jared fucking all over the place, and that you MADE IT GORGEOUS. i love how talented you are and how gorgeous you are, and just. pretty much everything about you. so there. i think you are beautiful. ♥
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-you're too kind
-you're hot
-you actually leave comment on my fic
-you're hot
-you're goofy
-you're hot
-you're fun to talk to
-did i mention you'z bangin'?
*cuddles and gives kisses*
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*HUGS*
♥; Sue
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i love how your LJ is such a lovefest! :D
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i don't know you as well as i'd like, but it's still great to have you around and popping up on my flist every so often. even when i commented with the link that YOU HAD ALREADY GOTTEN, you treated it like i had just hung the moon, and that gave me a giddy feeling in my belly. *smish*
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Hmm, well, you write awesome porn, you always share my obsessions and help me with my spn questions, you always comment spam with me, you are HIL AR I OUS, you introduced me to meg, you always point out funny/interesting things on lj, you are so welcoming, you made me that mostly friends only banner, lmao I LOVE IT, you are a really dirty dirty h0r and I feel like a sweet naive angel when I am next to you. ♥
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SWEET NAIVE ANGEL MY TOOKUS. seriously, rape via cucumber in asshole does not an angel make - don't think i don't remember that conversation! but i love you anyway. a lot. a lot a lot. you're hysterical and we have had some pretty freaking weird talks at four in the morning. you're always willing to PORN and you write pretty, pretty things that make me squee, both in comments and in fic. seeing a comment notification pop up from you does embarassingly mushy things to my tummy. if i'm a little over-helpful sometimes, it's just because i think you're too cool for me and i want to make sure i do something in return for you BESTOWING SAID COOLNESS upon me. um. anyway. i just generally love you to an incredibly degree.
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I HEART YOU LIKE COOKIES!!
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ps - i did send you a card, but obviously it hasn't arrived yet. they send it back last week because apparently there are some things that are not allowed to be sent through the mail :P, but they assured me that you'd get it in time. i'm hoping you'll get it tomorrow.
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you're fabulously sweet and, incredibly enough, my insanity doesn't seem to phase you in the least. also, your quest to stay at the top of my comments list is adorable - you're behind 10 by the way, hahah - and you've been around since pretty much the beginning of this wild and crazy spn journey. you made me a CAKE and put my name in FROSTING and you have no idea how much that meant to me or how much it made me wibble from good feelings. i just plain love you, and i wish i'd had the forethought to get you something better for christmas - you totally deserve it. i guess this just means i'll have to send you a surprise sometime in the near future. WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT.
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I like you because you're MEL and AWESOME and OWN THE OTHER HALF OF MY BRAIN, HELLO.
*smooshes you*
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i'm gonna make a list here:
- you're hysterical
- you make me giggle in an undignified manner
- i feel like i can talk to you about things that are important to me and you won't sit there silently judging me
- instead, you'll just blurt it out
- you've got the smart side of our brain
- i could go on, because i just love you and i feel like maybe there was a little bit of fate involved that balmly august day