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unamaga ([personal profile] unamaga) wrote2006-12-21 09:43 pm

i'd swim across lake michigan

I had a pretty crappy day, y'know? Leaving Debbie in a permanent way, moving out of my dorm - realizing I'd never walk in that door again, laughing over my shoulder at something Debbie'd said, keys in my hand - it hit hard. I'm gonna miss everything about dorm life in a huge way, especially waking up every morning to the sound of my favorite person in the world tripping over the peanut butter.

But when I walked into my room at my house today after a four and a half hour trip home from school, I found a few envelopes and packages on my bed from various peoples. I opened the first one, which was from [livejournal.com profile] spazzbot and had unicorns on it and silver pen and she said nice things to me, and I was kind of giddy and flappy-handed. Next, I opened the one from [livejournal.com profile] robin1618, which was addressed to BRAINTWIN and had adorable little stick!figures on the back of Sam and Dean and a cockzombie, I was sort of choked up.

Then I got through Robin's PACKAGE, which had a book in it that she remembered me mentioning I'd never read, and I had some knuckles in my mouth. And after that, because apparently I don't know better, I opened [livejournal.com profile] scarlett_o's cards. Lynne, baby. You - I don't. You can't just spring stuff like that on me, I started crying. Your tiny card was probably the sweetest thing ever, and on top of that the notebooks? Plus the drabble? I didn't think my heart had room, baby, but it must have grown five sizes, or maybe six hundred sizes I can't tell.

You have no idea how much better my day got after that, so all three of you step up for lots of squealing and hugging and so that I may smother you in LOVE. The rest of you? I am feeling in a very LOVING mood, so leave a comment with one thing you like about me and I'll comment back with a whole bunch of things I like about you. And also feel free to float around and comment back at people you know, 'cause the love, babies - it's in the air tonight. *passes out cookies and milk*

[identity profile] scarlett-o.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you a lot* I'm glad I could make your day better, because having you as a friend makes all my days better. *smooch*

It'll probably still be a few days before I can really sit at my computer much, but when I can I can't wait to chat again. *hugs you some more, just for fun*

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
*smothers you in LURVE* oh, honey - like i said - it's so good to hear from you. i saw your initials on the package and just about had a fit right then and there.

i love you, hon, because you're always willing to help and you never ever judge when i say something stupid or weird. i feel like i could im you one day, saying "I'M GETTING MARRIED TO THIS BOWLING BALL" and you would just laugh and wish me success. you're a fabulous friend, and getting involved with hell_quarterly was so fun and exciting i almost wish we could do it all over again.

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[identity profile] vileseagulls.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
You are a sweet, wonderful person who is amazingly friendly towards people like me who you barely know harassing you. Seriously, I was totally blown away by how ready you were to let me jump into conversations without warning. ♥

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
someone once told me my journal was like a non-stop orgy - i think that's pretty accurate. the more the merrier, and also? you're awesomesauce, so it works out.

speaking of awesomesaucity - you have a wicked sense of humor. i swear, at least twice i've read a comment or entry you made and had to cough into a napkin for fear of choking on my own laughter. not to mention, you are cracky and porny and downright fantastic.

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[identity profile] castiel.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
You are so unbelievably friendly and cheerful, and you never cease to make me feel welcome even though I hardly know you that well. I'd like to be able to get to know you better, so really, I guess I'll have to stop lurking in your entries. XD Seriously though, you're so very talented and sweet and I love getting my flail on with you about the boys.

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, stop lurking - I want to talk at with you! Whenever I read your entries and comment, we have a grand ol' time, so why not here, too? You're witty and sometimes too adorable to stand, and I want to smish you almost constantly. I'm so glad you decided to poke one of my entries and friend me that day. ♥, babe.

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[identity profile] undecipherable.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I don't know what's up but what I love about you is that you always make me smile.

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
*smish* i love how incredibly funny you are - watching supernatural with you is always a blast, no matter how serious the episode is or how greasy sam's hair. there is no mood that i can possibly be in that is gloomy enough you can't make me smile through it. <3

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[identity profile] chickyoops.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
God, where to start?

I've not known you for long, but, shit, getting to know you has been the best thing that's happened to me all year. You welcomed me on your journal with open arms and frequent trips to your bossom. You make me smile, laugh and do naughty, porny things to pictures. You're there when I need a cuddle, a laugh or a just a talk. We squee, CAPSLOCK and moan over Jensen. And I'm quite proud of the fact I've made you come in your panties. Twice. I love you and I get fluttering feeling in my belly when you kiss me goodnight. I'm honored to know you, baby. *kiss*

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
It took me a while to get back to this comment 'cause you just made me all flaily and shaky. I remember the first time you commented on my lj was to my 'usual suspects' episode reaction, and it's sort of been a whirl wind ever since. You inspire me, you encourage me, and I don't think I'd be half as willing to write the things I do if it wasn't for you sitting there going "do it do it do it" in my ear. Just knowing you has been an experience, baby. Love you, my Sammich. ♥

[identity profile] plutogirl10.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Darling! You're so open and welcoming and one day you weren't there and the next you WERE and then things kinda snowballed downhill from there till looky what we get up to at eachothers LJ? ♥

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
I KNOW YOUR NAME NOW, MWAHAHA. i mean.

you're fabulous, hon, and also very hot, jesus. your porn makes me feel dirty in all the best ways, and your comment sexin' is the best in town. and even aside from all your naughty wonderfulness, from what i've seen so far you're a genuinely sweet, good person. i would love to get to know you better, my dear - and not even a biblical sense. :>

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/__3amconfession/ 2006-12-22 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
I doubt my card will cause you happiness because I drew you a TREE in permanent marker and told you not to laugh at me (WHICH YOU SHALL NOT) and then wrote things about having a pretty, sparkling year. Yeah, whatever, *fails at life*

So, what do I love about Mel? God, do I even have to say this? I went over this and I am really not one to gush. Okay, so maybe I am, but seriously? I just love you. No particular reason - just everything. You're one of the nicest people I have ever met and I feel sometimes that I just ramble on about things that are utterly pointless, like headdesking for each chem topic I do or problems with friends, but yet you listen like it's your very own life. You always make me laugh and smile when you intend to and even though we only talk online, your excitment and energy is really intoxicating and okay, I sound a little like I'm calling you a great leader or motivator, but really, you change my moods in heartbeats. And not bad mood changes either. Then, there's the whole thing with your porn and your schoomp and the porn, because yeah, porn = good. I feel like I can tell you anything and sometimes I think, "what would she care?" but you always make me change my mind. Also? (and I am seriously going to gush here)

Besides, we have the best runaway story. XD I will drop kick every person in that search party in a sexy, film noir type way.

*draws hearts around you*

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/__3amconfession/ 2006-12-22 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
PS, (because I was going to say this before), oh dearie. You leaving the dorm forever? Kinda hurt my heart. Tonight, I had to say bye to Courtney because I won't see her for 18 days because of school break and THAT made me sad! *smishes madly*

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[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
*meeps* i...i don't even know what to say, baby. i'm all flappy. it's taken me, like, all night to work up this much coherancy, and it's NOT MUCH.

i love listening to you babble and the fact that i rarely have, like, actual advice, but you don't seem to care. i love that i can say the strangest things, and you'll just keep going back and forth with me regardless. i love that you and i made a community dedicated to jensen and jared fucking all over the place, and that you MADE IT GORGEOUS. i love how talented you are and how gorgeous you are, and just. pretty much everything about you. so there. i think you are beautiful. ♥

[identity profile] pushingyouaway.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
it's not just one thing...it's several i like about you

-you're too kind
-you're hot
-you actually leave comment on my fic
-you're hot
-you're goofy
-you're hot
-you're fun to talk to
-did i mention you'z bangin'?

*cuddles and gives kisses*

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
*snuggles enthusiastically!* aww, baby, you are the loveliest. whenever we talk, i sort of feel lazy and slow, like i want to wrap the both of us up in blankets by a fire and drink wine. i just - i love seeing your comments on anything, even just passing by on someone else's journal. in conclusion: ♥

[identity profile] dev-earl.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
Doesn't know you very well. But here's a Paddywhack-sized hug just for you!

*HUGS*

♥; Sue

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
*gives you a happy jensen hug back!*

[identity profile] spazzbot.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
*massive squishy hugs* i'm glad you got the card and enjoyed the unicorns, sweetie. i meant all the nice things i said, too, you are the best!!!

i love how your LJ is such a lovefest! :D

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
*SNUGGLES* i haff missed you, honey!! i hope work lets up on you a little bit eventually, because six days a week is a little crazy!

[identity profile] saekokato.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
I like how sweet you are. And everything you write. And that we have pretty much the same past fandoms. And how there's random porn in your journal comments and how that always makes me giggle and smile.

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
:D:D:D!!

i don't know you as well as i'd like, but it's still great to have you around and popping up on my flist every so often. even when i commented with the link that YOU HAD ALREADY GOTTEN, you treated it like i had just hung the moon, and that gave me a giddy feeling in my belly. *smish*

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[identity profile] talilov.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 09:07 am (UTC)(link)
You're leaving? are you moving some place else?

Hmm, well, you write awesome porn, you always share my obsessions and help me with my spn questions, you always comment spam with me, you are HIL AR I OUS, you introduced me to meg, you always point out funny/interesting things on lj, you are so welcoming, you made me that mostly friends only banner, lmao I LOVE IT, you are a really dirty dirty h0r and I feel like a sweet naive angel when I am next to you. ♥

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
i'm not going back to my uni for next semester. so, yeah.

SWEET NAIVE ANGEL MY TOOKUS. seriously, rape via cucumber in asshole does not an angel make - don't think i don't remember that conversation! but i love you anyway. a lot. a lot a lot. you're hysterical and we have had some pretty freaking weird talks at four in the morning. you're always willing to PORN and you write pretty, pretty things that make me squee, both in comments and in fic. seeing a comment notification pop up from you does embarassingly mushy things to my tummy. if i'm a little over-helpful sometimes, it's just because i think you're too cool for me and i want to make sure i do something in return for you BESTOWING SAID COOLNESS upon me. um. anyway. i just generally love you to an incredibly degree.

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[identity profile] hebrew-hernia.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
Aww... I love your enthusiasm. And your openness to having new people randomly friend you and join the party. XD

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
*smish* i haven't known you that long, but you seem like a really cool and fun kinda person. i hope you stick around and we can get some memories made. mwah! :>

[identity profile] inderpal.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Wheee, you are so friendly and giddy and almost always in a good mood and your clicky polls make me laugh and your posts brighten my day!! *twirls you around*

I HEART YOU LIKE COOKIES!!

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
you know what i heart you like? I HEART YOU LIKE I HEART PUPPIES AND KITTIES. you're genuinely sweet and good and i kind of have a crush on your icon making skillz - ok, maybe not just kind of. seeing your username pop up on a comment notification makes me grin like a fiend.

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[identity profile] dullemarulle.livejournal.com 2006-12-22 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Mel! what don't I love about you? Your humour, your total randomness (just about every poll you make), your excellence in porning, your sweetness and at the same time naughtiness. You just make me smile ♥

ps - i did send you a card, but obviously it hasn't arrived yet. they send it back last week because apparently there are some things that are not allowed to be sent through the mail :P, but they assured me that you'd get it in time. i'm hoping you'll get it tomorrow.

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
I GOT YOUR CARD AND ALSO YOUR PRESENT AND AFJWOIFJAFJOWAJF. *climbs into your lap and does loving, naughty things to you for hours and hours*

you're fabulously sweet and, incredibly enough, my insanity doesn't seem to phase you in the least. also, your quest to stay at the top of my comments list is adorable - you're behind 10 by the way, hahah - and you've been around since pretty much the beginning of this wild and crazy spn journey. you made me a CAKE and put my name in FROSTING and you have no idea how much that meant to me or how much it made me wibble from good feelings. i just plain love you, and i wish i'd had the forethought to get you something better for christmas - you totally deserve it. i guess this just means i'll have to send you a surprise sometime in the near future. WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT.

[identity profile] immoralilly.livejournal.com 2006-12-23 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
BRAINTWIN. I'm so freaking glad I commented to your post on spn_gleeweek.

I like you because you're MEL and AWESOME and OWN THE OTHER HALF OF MY BRAIN, HELLO.

*smooshes you*

[identity profile] unamaga.livejournal.com 2006-12-24 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
I LOVE YOU. and i also kind of think you're too cool for me with your wit and your just - GENERAL AWESOMESAUCITY. i am not worthy, i am not worthy!!

i'm gonna make a list here:
- you're hysterical
- you make me giggle in an undignified manner
- i feel like i can talk to you about things that are important to me and you won't sit there silently judging me
- instead, you'll just blurt it out
- you've got the smart side of our brain
- i could go on, because i just love you and i feel like maybe there was a little bit of fate involved that balmly august day