The first time Sam jerks off because of Dean he's in bed. Dean's asleep on the other side of the bed and Dad's out doing final recon before a hunt.
Sam's trying to be quiet but his leg muscles keep jumping and it feels SO GOOD and Dean's right there just like in his brain. Dean doesn't even have to do anything, him just existing is enough to make Sam hot.
Sam's laying mostly on his stomach but arched up with a pillow under one knee. He's kinda pushing back and rocking into the bed. He's straining and his muscles just keep spazzing and he can't help but moan a little as he fucks his hand clumsily "Dean... Mm. Deannn."
Dean? Wakes up halfway through. He hears Sam panting like he's run a marathon and it's a split-second and another moan of "Mmm, Deannnn" before Dean realizes what's going on.
Dean just stays still and doesn't move or anything, just like Sam does when Dean jacks off (And he knows Sam usually wakes up, the kid can't sleep unless he's latched around Dean). After Sam comes (And that sound will be burned into Dean's brain forever) Dean waits a minute or two and gets up. He comes back out of the bathroom with a damp washclothing and tells Sam to clean up and hop off the so he can switch the sheets.
Sam's red and kinda embarrassed but because Dean is acting like it's nothing (Which he's trying SO HARD to do) Sam totally starts to feel less embarrassed.
Dean fishes out new underwear for Sam and another shirt. And Sam's still all blissed out and just not really doing much of anything.
And after Dean's walked Sam through clean-up and got him back to bed Sam just kinda quietly asks, in this kinda breathless voice asks "Does it always feel like that?" Dean: "Yeah Sammy, more or less." Sam: "Why the hell does anyone ever do anything else?"
And? Neither of them mention that he was moaning Dean's name. Because Sam thinks it's normal and Dean is freaked out but completely intent on making Sam not feel like a freak.
And more jerking off to get your day going nicely...
Sam's trying to be quiet but his leg muscles keep jumping and it feels SO GOOD and Dean's right there just like in his brain. Dean doesn't even have to do anything, him just existing is enough to make Sam hot.
Sam's laying mostly on his stomach but arched up with a pillow under one knee. He's kinda pushing back and rocking into the bed. He's straining and his muscles just keep spazzing and he can't help but moan a little as he fucks his hand clumsily "Dean... Mm. Deannn."
Dean? Wakes up halfway through. He hears Sam panting like he's run a marathon and it's a split-second and another moan of "Mmm, Deannnn" before Dean realizes what's going on.
Dean just stays still and doesn't move or anything, just like Sam does when Dean jacks off (And he knows Sam usually wakes up, the kid can't sleep unless he's latched around Dean). After Sam comes (And that sound will be burned into Dean's brain forever) Dean waits a minute or two and gets up. He comes back out of the bathroom with a damp washclothing and tells Sam to clean up and hop off the so he can switch the sheets.
Sam's red and kinda embarrassed but because Dean is acting like it's nothing (Which he's trying SO HARD to do) Sam totally starts to feel less embarrassed.
Dean fishes out new underwear for Sam and another shirt. And Sam's still all blissed out and just not really doing much of anything.
And after Dean's walked Sam through clean-up and got him back to bed Sam just kinda quietly asks, in this kinda breathless voice asks "Does it always feel like that?" Dean: "Yeah Sammy, more or less." Sam: "Why the hell does anyone ever do anything else?"
And? Neither of them mention that he was moaning Dean's name. Because Sam thinks it's normal and Dean is freaked out but completely intent on making Sam not feel like a freak.