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I think I was blind before I met you
I want to see a fucking J-squared fic based off these lyrics right here:
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
(Here's the actual song, because, god, it's even more heart-rendingly beautiful to hear the singer voicing those lyrics in his unsteady, sweet way.)
Like, pronto. 'Cause I'm on the verge of tears just thinking about it and, please, please, please. Doesn't it just make you want to cry and hug everything you've ever loved to your chest? I've heard that song probably a billion times, and it gets me a little bit more each listen. So, like, I WILL DO ANYTHING if you write something for this. Pleaaseeee.
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
(Here's the actual song, because, god, it's even more heart-rendingly beautiful to hear the singer voicing those lyrics in his unsteady, sweet way.)
Like, pronto. 'Cause I'm on the verge of tears just thinking about it and, please, please, please. Doesn't it just make you want to cry and hug everything you've ever loved to your chest? I've heard that song probably a billion times, and it gets me a little bit more each listen. So, like, I WILL DO ANYTHING if you write something for this. Pleaaseeee.
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Now, let's see if I can, actually, write this bitch. *plays song on repeat*
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if i had any capabilities of writing, i would do this for you love!
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Comeshots
Because they couldn't fuck as much as they wanted to (Lack of privacy, time, provisions and things like that) when they got together they tended to dry hump or grind and basically fuck each other fully clothed.
Shawn almost creamed when he finally saw Sam fully naked for the first time because it was such a treat.
The first few times they were actually completely naked in front of each other they never actually got to the sex; they both were so excited that they came before they got anywhere close to the sex.
When Shawn started kissing and sucking at Sam's stomach Sam lost it and jerked, coming all over Shawn's collarbone and neck.
Sam still thinks it's kinda funny how edged out they were. When he gripped Shawn's cock it didn't even take a full tug before Shawn was coming over his fist and wrist and stomach.
That's where Sam found out how much he liked guys coming on him, from all those times he and Shawn couldn't wait.
It's really kinda ridiculous how long it took them to successfully have "full-on" sex. Sam's lost count of the amount of times Shawn's come all over the backs of his thighs or his ass.
Or that one time when Shawn almost managed to get the head in and then looked down and lost it, coming right against Sam (And a little bit in him).
Sam won't admit but he thinks that was one of the kinkiest, hottest things he's ever done. And oddly high up there on the list of "best sex he's had."
Sam may or may not sometimes ask Dean to pull out and come on or against him because of that.
Shawn is totally responsible for one of Sam's bullet-proofest kinks and that is why he must be loved. That and because this (http://img222.imageshack.us/my.php?image=tyresejr01tg1.jpg) is Shawn.
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*falls over dead*
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Here's a story about the first time Sam jacked Dean off.
The door was locked, it was just them and Dean was laying on his back over the covers, jeans unzipped and underwear shoved down, almost completely clothed. Dean's eyes were squeezed shut and his head was arched back. Sam's just suddenly reached out warpped his hand around Dean's cock. Dean jumped and his eyes shot open but no matter what he said Sam just kept tugging at him.
Sam slid over to sit on Dean's thighs for better access to jack him off. When Dean finally came it was all over Sam's hand and the bottom of Sam's shirt and the crotch of Sam's jeans because of the way Sam tugged (Because even back then he thought being covered in Dean's come was so hot).
That, understandably, broke Dean.
And after Dean came Sam wiped his hand on the crotch of his jeans, rubbing the come in and pressing against the bulge there.
He told Dean it was okay, Dean didn't have to touch him, he was fine. And then he proceded to unzip his pants, right there on Dean's thighs, and jack himself off.
And so for the next week or so Dean is completely fixated on the image of Sam sitting on Dean and making himself come.
And so the next time they have some alone time, which is about a week and a half later, Dean "corner's" Sam. Sam's sitting on the bed watching a movie and Dean grabs him by the ankles and pulls him to the edge. Sam's sitting on the edge and the movie's still on and suddenly before Sam can process Dean's got Sam's pants unzipped and his hand is pulling at Sam's cock, dragging it out and pulling him off.
Sam's all shakey and just kinda falls forward, hands on Dean's shoulders and head down, gasping as his big brother pulls at his cock and tugs and twists just right. It's only maybe a minute before Sam's coming, whimpering and shaking. Dean wipes his hand on the underneath of the blanket and presses a quick kiss to the side of Sam's head while he tucks Sam back into his pants.
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AWfjaofjawfjsfaowiefaghzcnvkzmdf. And also? Gjwof.
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Have a random post-shower handjob.
Shower!sex turns into bathtub!cuddling because after they're all fucked out they're just kinda wrapped around each other in the tub.
And since it's a motel shower it's kind of cramped so they're pressed up against each other.
And since this is after shower sex, they're both kind of mellow right now and slowly kissing while the shower's on.
And Dean's just stroking Sammy's cock while kissing him, just petting and touching him, maybe to get him hard again.
With Dean's hand around Sam's cock.
And Sam's hands just kinda clenching around Dean's biceps.
Sam's pretty much in Dean's lap because it's a small tub and they're both big dudes.
They're kissing and Dean's just lazily stroking Sam.
And Sam's wiggling and rubbing against Dean's still-soft cock while they kiss.
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Sam's trying to be quiet but his leg muscles keep jumping and it feels SO GOOD and Dean's right there just like in his brain. Dean doesn't even have to do anything, him just existing is enough to make Sam hot.
Sam's laying mostly on his stomach but arched up with a pillow under one knee. He's kinda pushing back and rocking into the bed. He's straining and his muscles just keep spazzing and he can't help but moan a little as he fucks his hand clumsily "Dean... Mm. Deannn."
Dean? Wakes up halfway through. He hears Sam panting like he's run a marathon and it's a split-second and another moan of "Mmm, Deannnn" before Dean realizes what's going on.
Dean just stays still and doesn't move or anything, just like Sam does when Dean jacks off (And he knows Sam usually wakes up, the kid can't sleep unless he's latched around Dean). After Sam comes (And that sound will be burned into Dean's brain forever) Dean waits a minute or two and gets up. He comes back out of the bathroom with a damp washclothing and tells Sam to clean up and hop off the so he can switch the sheets.
Sam's red and kinda embarrassed but because Dean is acting like it's nothing (Which he's trying SO HARD to do) Sam totally starts to feel less embarrassed.
Dean fishes out new underwear for Sam and another shirt. And Sam's still all blissed out and just not really doing much of anything.
And after Dean's walked Sam through clean-up and got him back to bed Sam just kinda quietly asks, in this kinda breathless voice asks "Does it always feel like that?" Dean: "Yeah Sammy, more or less." Sam: "Why the hell does anyone ever do anything else?"
And? Neither of them mention that he was moaning Dean's name. Because Sam thinks it's normal and Dean is freaked out but completely intent on making Sam not feel like a freak.
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OMG THE FIRST TIME I EVER THOUGHT OF HURTY JARED/JENSEN AND OMG.